Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I delight in 18 months home.

I can't believe I've been home from my mission for 18 months.
I can't believe that I've been home longer than I was on my mission.
I can't believe everything that's happened since I got home.
I can believe that the Lord knows all things and that as we are diligent and do as we ought that things will "work together for our good."

I delight in 54 years.

These guys have been married 54 years!

To celebrate, they decided to go to dinner at Timbermine (YUM!) and invite my family.
To which my Dad responded: "Well wouldn't you rather go just the two of you since it is your anniversary?"
To which my Grandmother responded: "We already spend all our time together."
We're happy they're letting us celebrate with them! :)

Happy 54th Wedding Anniversary!


Sunday, June 12, 2011

I delight in believing.


Sometimes its hard to believe in the possibilities. But as this song puts it, "you gotta find someway, somehow to believe." And as you do, things will 'work together for you good.'

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

I love my town.

I took this picture Sunday as I lounged in my favorite place.
Salt Lake is growing on me. Slowly but surely.
Sometimes I wonder if its silly that I don't just commute.
This week has reminded me why 'commuting' is a horrible idea.
And so, my heart has turned to SL more fully.
So small update on life:
This semester...is utter chaos.
So consider yourself warned if my delights become few and far between
Or if they just become venting sessions.
I'll try and contain myself to my journal.
After all I signed up for it and I do love it...
ALL of it: 3 classes, 2 clients, 2 social skill groups and work
(okay kind of two works--but one is work out of pure love.)
And all in the course of 7 more weeks!!!

Monday, June 6, 2011

I delight in stamina.

Today, I spent 12 hours at the clinic.
The night is not over. And sadly that food on my desk is not as good as it may (or may not) look.
And I have to be back at the clinic, in less that 12 hours.
This is me trying not to be bitter.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

I delight in feelings.


"How do you feel about all these men's pictures on the walls?" a woman from the Netherlands asked. I was caught off guard and my answer was delayed. But then it came to me..."The hand that rocks the cradle rules the world."

I'd never distinctly thought about how I felt about the actual pictures on the walls. For most of my seminary life the same 15 pictures hung on the wall. The photographs of the First Presidency and the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints hang on the walls of every seminary and institute classroom. That means that for years, everyday or now, every week I look at these pictures. With this woman's question, I was forced to think about what I think about when I see these pictures, how do I feel?

Answer? I feel inspired, uplifted, and blessed.

As the conversation with the Dutch woman continued without me I wandered this wall of pictures, looking at each individually. I stopped at Elder Scott and I think the eyes of his painting penetrated my soul. I recognized the emotion as reverence and respect. Not only for the counsel I have received his voice (and all the other general authorities of the church) but for the lives they have lead to warrant such trust from the Lord. You see a valuable lesson I learned once is that God does love all his children, but he trusts them differently. These men have remained true to the trust all of their lives.

Concurrently I recognized that behind every good man in each of those paintings was an equally good wife as well as a wonderful mother. As I listened to the testimony of my mother, my roommate and the tour guide of the power and respect they personally feel as women in the church my heart resonated with their words.

I personally have always found great power in being counted as a female member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. We are blessed to have great influence in so many ways, as revered wives and mothers, teachers of the children and the young women, leaders in many callings and service positions. I have found purpose, direction, and empowerment as a Latter-day Saint woman in a time when the world degrades the eternal purposes of womanhood.

And so today, I share with you the feelings of my heart. I am grateful for the gospel in my life. I'm grateful to be where and who I am. The pictures of the 'men' are near and dear to my heart for each has taught me an invaluable lessons with the most paramount being that Jesus Christ lives. His church is again restored on the earth and is available to all God's children.

Friday, June 3, 2011

I delight in good music.



If you're looking for some great new music, may I recommend Meaghan Smith? She's fantastic. Tonight I had the opportunity to hear her perform live right here in Utah. You see, she lives in Halifax so the fact that she's here in my home state makes this perfect!!! With some fantastic company, I journeyed to Provo, checked out the burned down tabernacle (I have pictures, I'll load them later), and watched a concert on a rooftop. Ryan Innes (whose CD is now in my possession, thanks again!) and Mindy Gledhill were fantastic pre-performances to the big event. Honestly, it was like 3 fantastic concerts blended into one. I got to hear all my favorite songs from Mindy including, Its all about your heart and Anchor as well as my favorites from Meaghan--I know, 5 more minutes and heartbroken.

Expand your horizons, enjoy some new tunes.